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Been thinking about it for a while, trying to find a reason to smile, so now I'm soliciting you.

I want to wake up to a phone call or even your touch. A sweet text saying good morning or a kiss on my cheek...oh so sweet, could this be you?

Someone that's not afraid to let me invade the place in their heart that only God dwells. Yes, that's right...a man that's willing to open up. So with that being said, let me go ahead and tell you how this could be. Don't have the time for you to waste my time nor mind while you play your games. Because while you're out trying to find yourself I'll simply walk away and find somebody else.

Yes I have a job but my money supports me. So please have a J-O-B. Not asking for a CEO, lawyer, or judge, but a full-time working man who has enough money in his pocket for him and her. Don't get it twisted I'm not a gold digger, but I can't do anything with a broke nicca. The way I see it, if you spoil me, trust me I'll spoil you.

I don't discriminate between any race nor culture, just want someone that will give me the same respect that you have for your sister or mother. My mind, body, and soul should be held at highest regards because the position will only be filled with some one who will be careful with my heart.

You must realize that I don't need a part-time lover, though that's cool and all, I'm looking...no I need a full time hard worker. Hmmm..I mean what I said a hard worker.

Not let's get this straight, I'm definitely not a saint and I don't expect you to be...but I know that because God I live and because God I die everyday should be a step "we" try to get close to Thee. Now with that being said I shall say this..if you don't fit this particular description there will be no compromise, but a simple dismiss.

Now all of this might seem like a lot, but really it's simple just a little complex so take a minute and evaluate yourself and if you can be the man that you read, don't hesitate to holla at me.

Speaking Two Different Languages

My mind spoke to me and said everything was cool the way it is. He told me that it would probably be better if you did you and I do me. So I went with it because I thought about it, and it simply made sense. "Let the past stay in the past," "Your exes are exes for a reason," are just some of the things I'm being told. They make sense so my mind I should follow, right?

"No," at least that's what my heart says.

"Some times your mind can play tricks and make you go right when you know it should have been left. Your mind makes you think that you're okay when you know that I, your heart, is full of heartache. Your mind filled you with thoughts full of pride and had you believing you're doing good. But I told you from the jump that pride can't hold you at night nor ease this heartache and pain. So why are you not listening to me?"

Why? Because though I hear you, my mind says

"Your heart wouldn't ache if he wouldn't have broken it in the first place. Don't you realize that your heart will have you stuck in a situation wrapped and tied with emotion? The function of your heart is set of automatic to love that's why I, your mind, must protect it from the hurt. Don't you understand?"

You're right, I don't want to be stuck in dwelling in my past, I should move along...but wait

"My child, I'm glad I'm being guarded but if this was the case why did you allow your mind to open up to me, your heart? Hmmm...if you weren't going to listen to me why did you open up from the start? The saying goes sometimes in order to love you have to let go and if it's meant to be it will come back...so you let go and it came back, trust me and love back. If it's not right I'll give you a sign, but you gotta trust your heart, not your mind."

So now I'm one person hearing two different languages...where do I go from here?