My mind spoke to me and said everything was cool the way it is. He told me that it would probably be better if you did you and I do me. So I went with it because I thought about it, and it simply made sense. "Let the past stay in the past," "Your exes are exes for a reason," are just some of the things I'm being told. They make sense so my mind I should follow, right?
"No," at least that's what my heart says.
"Some times your mind can play tricks and make you go right when you know it should have been left. Your mind makes you think that you're okay when you know that I, your heart, is full of heartache. Your mind filled you with thoughts full of pride and had you believing you're doing good. But I told you from the jump that pride can't hold you at night nor ease this heartache and pain. So why are you not listening to me?"
Why? Because though I hear you, my mind says
"Your heart wouldn't ache if he wouldn't have broken it in the first place. Don't you realize that your heart will have you stuck in a situation wrapped and tied with emotion? The function of your heart is set of automatic to love that's why I, your mind, must protect it from the hurt. Don't you understand?"
You're right, I don't want to be stuck in dwelling in my past, I should move along...but wait
"My child, I'm glad I'm being guarded but if this was the case why did you allow your mind to open up to me, your heart? Hmmm...if you weren't going to listen to me why did you open up from the start? The saying goes sometimes in order to love you have to let go and if it's meant to be it will come back...so you let go and it came back, trust me and love back. If it's not right I'll give you a sign, but you gotta trust your heart, not your mind."
So now I'm one person hearing two different languages...where do I go from here?
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